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i know you're always throwing kisses from the skywell tonight i caught one |
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| Feb. 1st, 2006 @ 01:10 am Hello my lovelies | |||
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So, hmmm. Some exciting news. I am an aunt again! Eli was born at 8:20 this morning!  blankjammin out to : Signet Ring Some less exciting news. I am bummed that I am not in Florida, and that I have no idea when i will see him, and therefore not be apart of his life. BUT he is healthy and my Mom is there, so these are things to be thankful for. Let's see. My manager is coming on to me at work. Which completley threw me off, because he is by the book policy and procedure type. So, that is unsettling, especially since I am trying to get promoted. eeek. But I'm pretty positive i made myself clear in the most tactful way tonight, and hopefully that will all blow over. I miss my family. I miss sleep. School is pretty good. I don't have to work tomorrow. BUT I do have to wake up in 4 hours and 40 minutes. So, goodnight. oh p.s. boys are dumb, and i would hate to look back at this time of my life and see that i spent too much time focused on these issues, rather than on what's important, and so that is that. I will not waste another moment on you, and trying to figure out what went wrong, and what i did. Closure not needed. I have perspective instead. | ||
| Jan. 21st, 2006 @ 12:59 am (no subject) | |||
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| I've decided that crying is definitely the dumbest and most annoying thing ever. It only happens when I am trying so hard to hold it back. Let's just say work was difficult to get through. I officially have no Nana. Thus no grandparents. I'm relieved for her, but sad for me and everyone else. Tonight is just not the easiest night. I will try to remember her as she was before sickness and mental disease. I will remember all the things I wrote today in my journal, all those memories. That is my Nana. Not the Nana I saw the last time, but I could still see remnants of the real her left, and those I will remember. Goodbye. | ||
| Jan. 20th, 2006 @ 04:17 pm (no subject) | |||
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| All I'm saying is that when you go to Starbucks, and get the sudden urge to poop or pee that when you procede to do so you use the hole in the toilet designated for it. Not the outside of the toilet, not the floor, and certainly not the wall. Once again tonight I will be cleaning the crap rooms, and if anyone left the above mentioned for me AGAIN, i just might have to hunt them down and kill them in their sleep. that is all. | ||
| Dec. 3rd, 2005 @ 03:39 am (no subject) | |||
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It's about that time ... time for mimisjammin out to : Straylight Run to bust out the birthday suit, although its still a little chilly. I'll probably need to wait till the sun comes up. | ||
| Nov. 22nd, 2005 @ 12:28 pm sleepy time | |||
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| So, I just changed my major to Print Media on Friday, and I may already have my first "big scoop". This is going to work out nicely (evil laugh coming .... ooh there it is) Muuhahahahaha. I've been awake since 6 a.m. yesterday morning, and it is not 12:30 p.m. Reading a book in one night for a test the next morning is good times. | ||
| Nov. 18th, 2005 @ 01:27 am (no subject) | |||
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Things my little brain just can't understand: sickjammin out to : tis quiet time ~ sororities ~ why satan is working as my manager at starbucks, i just figured he had more evil to spread, but he has apparently decided to concentrate his time on the baristas of george dieter. ~ anything to do with my speech class ~ why we closed at 11 tonight, yet i got off at 1 in the morning ~ homework ~ finals ~ velvet pants and holiday sweaters... why God, WHY?! | ||
| Nov. 6th, 2005 @ 11:00 pm (no subject) | |||
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If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you with a spatula, either way. tiredjammin out to : Death Cab for Cutie When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you. | ||
| Oct. 24th, 2005 @ 09:57 pm (no subject) | |||
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I almost forgot i had a livejournal.  coldjammin out to : Sufjan Stevens Well, this past saturday marked shana's 20th birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I hope you had fun. And I am also hoping that PF Changs is only temporarily ruined for me. Today I looked at that particular spot in the union, and laughed. Wow, I embarass myself sometimes. Forgive my cryptic update, its just too much information, you should thank me, really. My grandma is not doing well. I am worried for my aunt who is living with her, because she cannot leave her alone in the room even. So, she is exhausted and it is only the 2nd day of this. This being, that (my grandma has parkinsins - spelling?!) and she has suddenly begun to hallucinate. Seeing people, hearing them, and they are definitely not there. She had a fight with my grandpa (who is not alive), she woke up at 3 in the morning to get ready for a prayer meeting that was being held in her house, and a bunch of other stuff that just gets worse, but i'll stop there. There's no need. This is obviously not good news, and I am concerned. The doctor wasn't surprised and said that this is common. My grandma either refuses to believe they are not real, or if my aunt does reason her through it, then she believes its all demonic. I understand though, because admitting it would be admitting brain damage. My prayer right now is that she will come out of this and be completely clear, at least long enough for her to forgive some people she needs to. So, she can release some anger she's held onto for years. And then, God's will be done. But I'm concerned for her. And my mom is not taking it well. Who would? Yesterday I worked twice. Today I heard Troy sing, he has an amazing voice. The last thing I want to do is read about mountain building and individual state constitutions. | ||
| Oct. 14th, 2005 @ 10:25 am (no subject) | |||
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At UTEP when the temperature drops below 70, the distinction between El Pasoans and transfer students becomes quite clear. Guess who busts out the poofy skii jackets, scarfs, and gloves??? mellowjammin out to : Snailhuntrs | ||
| Sep. 20th, 2005 @ 11:51 pm (no subject) | |||
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| Vince Vaughn = Good Times. Poor Vince practically got raped trying to do the sing along. ~honey you gotta get your hands off me. | ||
| Sep. 12th, 2005 @ 01:27 pm They are everywhere. | |||
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jammin out to : WALKIE TALKIE PHONES!!
I am taking up a collection of all walkie-talkie phones on UTEP. Everyone is invited to the bonfire. It's going to be quite the event. BYOB. | ||
| Sep. 8th, 2005 @ 10:27 pm (no subject) | |||
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I am a nerd.  restlessjammin out to : Death Cab for Cutie Tonight I got inducted into the NSCS. I have been going to the warehouse to work on sorting through things (thank-you ladies for helping! You guys did sooo much!) to give for hurricane relief. I will refrain on going into that too much, because I just get so frustrated and heartbroken for those people, and all that is still not being done. My Dad has a friend in homeland security who flew over New Orleans today, and he said there were 47 trucks lined up outside the city. Just sitting there, they are still not letting people in. Not just for New Orleans but other areas. I shall now stop, there are many opinions and many things to talk about on this, but since i cannot change anything today i will leave it alone. I just wish I could do more. Because now, people (inside people) are telling us not to send it, because it will never get there even though it is needed. The beauracratic food chain cannot be blamed for everything. Get off your butts and do something. If nothing is being done, everyone is at fault. The mayor, the governor, fema, the president, and the list goes on. I cannot believe what Laura Bush said, its surprising. I said I wasn't going to go into it, grrrr, I am done. I want to do more. Talk is cheap. Starbucks is going well. Tiring, but good. I work Friday, Saturday, Sunday again (all closing), but hours and tips are a good thing. Oh, we are planning on going to the warehouse again on Saturday (morning or afternoon, whatever works best for people) to finish up that stuff. So, April, Aurora, Shana, and Andrea - if you guys are free, let me know! And anyone else who is interested in helping is ALWAYS welcome. Help is a good thing. Let me know. Like my Dad told you guys. I think we may send it to a guy in Mississippi, but if it is not positive that it will get there. There are a few back-up plans. Just so you know your work isn't in vain. | ||
| Aug. 30th, 2005 @ 01:03 am (no subject) | |||
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| If anyone has watched the news. It's haunting. New Orleans, I mean. The news correspondant had to leave (by their boat), because their were live wires in the water, and she said (the best she could) that she could hear people screaming "help me." Obviously their is no power, because the whole area is flooded above roofs in many places. So it is pitch black with screams. Like I said, it is haunting. I saw pictures. It felt like I was watching a trailer for one of those huge end of days storm movies. It's going to take a long time to rebuild life. There are so many things that are affected by this. The saddest part is that some of the people who didn't leave, stayed simply because they didn't have cars and were too poor to leave, and that is one of the areas (in new orleans) where the storm hit the hardest. In the poorer area. I don't even know how Mississippi faired at this point. Tomorrow morning will tell more, i suppose. | ||
| Aug. 29th, 2005 @ 02:27 pm I ? | |||
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I am waiting to meet someone in the library to work on a project.  sleepyjammin out to : a walkie talkie phone everyonce in a while I still have 30 minutes. I have to pee, but if I do I run the risk of losing my computer. I would rather be home, asleep. I keep thinking its raining outside, but when I go outside its quite the opposite. I work tonight. I close. I am scared, silly i know, but I am. It's the first day I work since training, and I haven't worked in like 2 weeks. I do not like to feel unprepared. I think I will delete this, just wanted to kill some time.   There's a weird gloss on the pictures. I have no idea why. | ||
| Aug. 21st, 2005 @ 10:49 am (no subject) | |||
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I am like 99.9% parched.
Can I get a cola?  thirstyjammin out to : Straylight Run | ||
| Aug. 10th, 2005 @ 03:59 am These Boots Are Made For Walkin | |||
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Update something real and interesting you whore, you dirty whore::Said in raspy mob voice:: melancholyjammin out to : New Kids On The Block Remember the time when you biffed it in the sand at the park, you should not have been so over zealous about the swings, that was a good life lesson for the both of us. Sorry you can erase this when you update for real I heart you! Sincerely, -The Phantom- dandan dan... -A.K.A. *The Angel Of Music*- | ||
| Aug. 8th, 2005 @ 03:56 pm (no subject) | |||
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| Happy Birthday April !!!
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| Aug. 6th, 2005 @ 02:23 pm WAKE-UP, WAKE-UP !! | |||
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It was hard to see someone who is strong and assured be brought down so strongly by tragedy. It sounds clichéd, but I guess the best thing anyone can do is pray for her, and I will.  guiltyjammin out to : Cursive Didn’t sleep much – a lot of thinking. In lighter news, I have been hired at Starbucks and start on Monday. I got a call this morning, and now instead of going in at 10:00 am, I go in at 7:00 am, ouch. At least I will only be there for 5 hours. In light of recent events, I have been thinking about Ryan a lot (Ryan, my brother, just for clarity). I feel an urgency to rebuild our relationship, because you never know … Forgive me for sounding morbid. I’ve just seen time and time again in the past couple of months, that life is definitely fragile. Family never should be. Wake-up. | ||
| Jul. 31st, 2005 @ 11:03 pm Move Along, Move Along ... | |||
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sickjammin out to : AAR - Move Along I finally loaded my pictures from Spring Break. As some of you may remember, I went to Arizona. I know I posted some waay back, but those were Josh's, and mine are now developed.
( pictures for you ) | ||
| Jul. 26th, 2005 @ 10:47 am lessons learned and ignored | |||
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::sigh:: confusedjammin out to : singing to myself | ||